Final

I've made the decision. It makes me feel sad, but it's kind of pointless that I go on like this; guessing the maybes and holding on to the could-have-beens. It will not lead to anything (from what you did, what I saw & what I've heard; I guess so).

I am pretty glad my impulsiveness didn't get to me this time. It would have been such a disaster.

Happiness is a choice huh? I'm not very good at that. 

I know I said that this is a final decision. However, I know that I'll waver at some point of time too.

I'll change those time I use to think about us to time I use to better myself.